juz one more things i wanna say..if im 100% wanna be mean n cruel...i already become one...n not juz bad words i show or say....even bad things i will...yea...will done...but coz u being precious person in my life...i still considered...at least my words is softer n better than urs...at least i didnt say bad words to others that hurt that person badly...at least i didnt being mean or cruel like wat u did...at least i still care....at least im not breaking promised that i did to someone...at least when im madly angry i didnt put the blame or hurt someone....
u wan me to be heartless now...fine..i became one already...go ur way...from this day on...anything u want...! I DUN CARE...!! these past 5 years ar nothing to u...compare to flirty thing u said..wateva....! im a whore...bitch or watever...i dun care anymore...as long i know it not my fault...!! obviously can see who wrong...even u said im pretend to be innocent n wat so ever....~ i guess being ur fren those past year never realize u how my attitude is...instead u put me in worse position...fine...!!
It so clearly that the guy not love u...u may not know...but i know...u dunno wat i did to stop ur heart from hurt anymore..i know u already took ur couple game as real life matter...i tried many things to help u not to fall again for the same mistakes...yet u said im flirty..im so close to him..tried to steal away ur BF....didnt u see...he not ur real BF...realize it...im not being mean...but u may not know wat i know...which i cant tell u...i scare n dun dare to let u hurt more longer...i observed every single things u n him did...even u didnt tell me wat u both doing..i know wat happen...u did the same things again n again...u promised me yet u broke it...u said never fall for guys easily anymore...u will follow wat i say....u said u feel regret for trusting n wait for rob... but now...there u go again...it like...i tried my best to help n protect u for doin same thing again..but u never see wat i did n feel about u...for u...im ignore n trying to steal ur BF..it so hurt u didnt realize my true feelings....I can see it obviously this time...which u will not gonna make it for the guy...i tried so much...anything possible...if i can stop it from become more worse...im so disappointed everytime u called me bad things which i tried many things to help u before...u never know...it hurt...when u try to make the person believe n see wat u doin for them yet u get nothing....even being called bad things....
Now...if u wan me to feel wrong...n realize it my fault..anything u wan..u wan me to accept it rite...fine..i accept it...! at least i take it...n no bad words include....at least i not counter back....n lastly...only this part...sorry to say....at least im NOT...a JERK like u treat n insult her own fren that kind of way....yea i said bad word now...i learned it...from ur way...i realize being soft only make u misunderstood of me....guess being bad is more easy than being good...it hurt badly to be this way to prove u that I still luv u....yea...after wat u said n insult me deeply...i still luv u...i guess express this maybe cant change ur heart straight away...yet for me...i still preciously keep our memories n forever luv u for being my fren....no matter how much u hate me after this...i still luv u...
Kay.. *pat pat..something happened to her that no one knows.. =( sighs.. shes no longer the girl we once knew... =( dont be sad kay.. as u havent noticed ... ur bRO family is still with you.. :)
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