~No one know~

I dunno y...lately..my heart feel really hurt...I dunno wat wrong...it like..i suddenly feel empty inside...I gave all my best...but at the end..it still the same..im tired doin sumthing that i already know the answer...but i was like so dumb...that i still let my heart to be hurt....

honestly...many times i said i wanna give up..but still i dun..coz i know..only those who will never give up till the end will gain happiness in their life...juz..i really feel like wanna give up now...dun u feel like that too? when sumthing that u tried really hard for it...sacrifice sumthing for it...but at the end...nothing happen...more badly...it give u more heart broken...even u say u will not give up till the end...deep inside ur heart..will u honestly say that u never ever think of giving up? that wat i feel all this time...and im tired of it...

These days...I gain so many happiness..but that happiness come wif so many challenges to get it...i tried my best...to achieve my own happiness..but...i realize...everytime i feel like dummy person...who always wanna try to attract things or someone..that dun even realize my exist in front of them...im tired getting hurt...im tired receive pain...im tired to get more scars...till now...i wish there was someone will comfort me...but i know..this is life...wat i wan is not impossible but hard to get...

now...even for lil things i can cry so hard...but before..i was so tough and confident when doin sumthin...but now...i was like..low..slow..sad...weak person...feel like..i dun wanna do anythin..juz wanna sit at one corner...and juz wif my imagination and fantasy world...who was always comfort me alone..when i feel upset....

no matter wat..I still try to be me...even I not mature...so wat!!?? I AM WHO I AM...who dun like me as who i am...so...GET OUT OF MY WAY..!! no one ask u to accept me and pretend to be good to me if ur heart was FAKE....!! for me...I will love peoples who appreciate the way I am as I appreciate and respect them for the way the are...is it not right??