~Once before~

I still in my holiday mode...it kinda boring...though this is wat i want all this time...to have a time for resting..calm n fresh...but...so meaningless...im doin nothin...so horrible...im like vampire sleep so late n wake up in the evening...so worse but i need to admit it...i really luv my net line on midnight...it so fast compare to evening...geez..like turtle only....

Since i have nothin to do...i remember one thing...i luv the most....of coz drawing...it like for 1 year i didnt draw wat i luv...mostly i drew for my assignments....it like no point...that wat i wanna study but now i forget how to draw wat i luv n from my heart...

Yesterday i started to draw anime again...it feel like my whole life full of meaning n interesting..as i draw from deep of my heart...it feel comfort n something different...the most part that i wanna be in...n enjoy it...i feel like myself again like before....i looked back my old drawings....i missed so much...plus it gave me a bit inspiration....to make me wanna draw more....ohohoho...

I scare to draw yesterday...i scare that i cant draw like before...i scare my skill decrease...or vanish...coz i hardly move my hand...i scare when i see blank paper...i scare that i will never be good as before...But...soon i started to draw...n i finished it....it like....i feel so appreciate n proud to myself...i still can draw like i did before...my skill still there...well...like people always said...everything that u do from ur heart sincerely...the things will be precious....no matter how it looks like...if it from ur heart n u put all of ur feelings in it...it will be something meaningful...i believe that....

Here some of my old drawings....juz some spirit for me to move on in drawing...It not so perfect drawings...got some mistakes in it..but i enjoy drawing it...ehehe...XD